I empathize with you all.
Dumb is me! You are told something and work to get it completed and are told that they never said anything. Or you plan and oh your are just stressed out.
My issue...I went to a meeting that was being transcribed for budget purposes. The meeting was not recorded and I know that the transciption is very limited.
At the meeting, I brought up a line item that I had not put money for -- GIS. Stating that it was in a capital line item. (Please note that depending on the weather the response to this item changes who she is talking with).
At the meeting, no money will be funded next year for GIS, I have removed all budgetary amounts. I want IT to handle it and until the planner and highway are out of it, nothing will be budgeted.
Prior to that she had okayed our going out not for a needs assessment but a implementation study rfq. A grant was gotten to get additional funds and then the planner who was pushng this (I was told he would) was told no IT would handle it and bounce it over. He got the RFQ from other areas and changed it and we collaborated. It went out to bid.
So after last night's meeting, instead of wasting additonal funds, I pulled the bid. This is my time. I support 80 users and there is just me and a brand new assistant. Until such time as I have it in writing what she wants.
Late this afternoon, oh know, I just have to request the money put in. I have implemented GIS before but I need to talk to the GIS user's group president and see how they do things..........
Per her, You are just stressed out. Every six months you (me) blow and then nothing is wrong. Don't worry we'll talk Monday.
In addition, we support many software packages. We have a support contract but if I know the information or how to fix the problem, why call, faster fix. Last night I was dumb and did I work for these companies.
This afternoon, oh no, we never said that. That was in reference to another department not kicking in to fund my salary per her.
Lying....
There were others there through this, but will they back you up?? NO!!!! You have backed them up but don't expect that as backup.
Like was said, is the job worth it??
I was warned a while ago by a union person, if we want to get rid of somebody, we keep after them until we break them, they break enough times they are out. Harassment more like it!
So be fore armed!
I know!!!
Right now, I do not know where to go. I like much of the job and am good at it, but like you say, your days are numbered!
jockbir